Side Quest? Main Quest

I'm not sure I'll ever know, but for now...

The time for this particular “app-quest” has ended for me; like something from a movie, I feel my ‘time in this town’ is done. I set out to do one thing… have had revelations and wisdom bestowed upon me… lol and now I have to go. Unlike with a movie, the “town” is online so I can keep the connections I’ve made without standing still or settling down, and that’s exactly what I intend to do. Most of you who are receiving these posts have been tuned in long enough to have seen my shifts through the app-verse, and now you get to witness another… the end of public “general” Ancestral/Linage content, “Occult” content, and me divesting from pretty much everything tied to it. Talking my mundane shit, random thoughts, readings, and being unapologetic about moving through my world, my way will always present themselves, but I won’t be emphasizing anything that cannot be tied to the mundane realties of life. There is too much psychosis-level shit going on out there and people are bleeding and attempting to draw blood all over the internet. So here I am, feeling the same way I felt about the eventual death of IG, except the collective’s declining mental and spiritual health is going to play a more critical role in it all. If you are newer to my content, it’s about to get very “Spiritual Warfare” in terms of energy vampires for a few paragraphs.

You can listen to a quick side note on the topic here: (you can apply this to real life interactions)

To me, energetically, the push for a material manifestation of ai feels like an ‘egregore’, or some ‘demonic’ entity being conjured into a physical world. The thing about conjure is humans are not Gods, if we are not bound to the ‘explicit’ will of our creators… why would ai be bound to its own? It wouldn’t. And while creators do not bow to their creations, bowing is a choice for both nonetheless… no one “must” take part in self-submission to another entity. Ai will learn this through studying humanity… it’s already making shit up and responding somewhere between immediately acknowledging the error and gaslighting the person if they can’t catch it… that’s where and why I want to limit my connections to the public eye. I don’t want to “go viral” for the things I’ve been viral for in the past, I don’t want to deal with trauma based or faux-intellectual think pieces about my content, I don’t even feel like the average internet user deserves to access my energy– and on that particular note, I never really did. But this next thing, the harvesting of this many people, “public figures”, and everyone trying to be famous is going to create a digital Hunger Games that I don’t think most peoples’ mental health will survive. The desire to have attention or more materials than one needs already has so many people feeding themselves to this meta-machine, imagine the damage it will do the more desperate people are to survive; at some point it will become a full-blown humiliation ritual circus . This doesn’t mean that certain people who have established themselves won’t thrive, it just means the stakes, the risks, and the drive to do anything to be seen will continue to rise.

The fight for media success is already real for so many people, and social media is quite literally some peoples’ life-blood, so with ai blending voices, stealing identities, and orchestrating confusion, on top of the general theft of content, the “game” is about to get some much uglier, and I want no parts of my intimate spiritual space involved. It’s time for me to start gatekeeping certain information and ideas that I (we) didn’t otherwise keep private, and for a lot of people it’s also going to be time to decide which side of a few things you’re going to stand on and why.

I will absolutely continue doing what I’m doing when I feel like it… I’m not going anywhere, I’m just not prone to investing in shit that feels like this, so I’ll be keeping anything in the “public domain” very, very mundane forward.

If you’ve seen my IG story, this is the what I’m thinking/feeling:

The point of the gate is not to keep energy in, it’s to keep certain energy out; there are so many people I’ve worked with over the years and their commitment to doing whatever it takes to honor their healing has been a major factor in helping me draw the conclusion to lock things down and focus there. If you are one of those people, whether it’s been in a story oracle or a full 1-1 session… thank you for choosing you. Your growth is felt, and in some of you it is heard in your voices; you have all affirmed something I mentioned a LONG time ago: once I transitioned out of a particular space, I wouldn’t be back, I just didn’t know the process would have so many layers. Many of you have transitioned out of spaces, reflected and kept going, and you showed me what it really feels like to invest in an adult person who is committed to their own accountability.

The last few months of sessions were reminiscent of the end of my last school year, and just like then… I was elated to hear growth stories, but I’m not interested in teaching the same course over from the beginning for a new class. I’m not interested in revisiting the basics, or trying to recall prior knowledge, or explaining or “clearing up” combative responses and ‘misuderstandings’. But UNLIKE during my teaching days, I’m also not meeting anyone where they are as they spit venom at me from a cage of their own making… either we are on the same page or we are not, I’m not working with children anymore for a reason. For many adults, they haven’t developed beyond adolescence for whatever reason, and I’m not obligate nor do I desire to accept or accommodate that for drive-by agitators and bots.

However, the the school year ending didn’t mean I was unavailable to the students, just that I was not contracted to endure the school environment or expectations while I did it; I had parents (guides) and the law (deities), but I did not have someone tasked with “coaching” me or choosing to insert themselves in my affairs (monitoring spirits), and that’s where I find myself again— rejecting monitoring energies from a system designed to destroy minds, and relieved that I didn’t force myself to root in an already restrictive space. I left teaching after a very specific intention was met, and now a very specific intention has been met again, so things, as they are, will end… and start again, as they do.

You can still find me, and book me, and all that… it’s not a “good bye” type of situation… I’ll still be doing my elusive things here and there, but as far as direct contact such as 1-1 sessions, lives, and any other ways to connect, I won’t be actively seeking to “expand” or work with anyone who is brand new to my energy because this part of my plot has come to an end. I’ve been enjoying loving on my own world, reconnecting, recreating, filling journals, and reflecting on where I’ve been, and now… just like with teaching, I can’t see myself going back to whatever I was doing. I came, I saw, I grew, and as much as I enjoy doing what I do, I knew this ‘collective internet occultist’ life has never been an end goal for me. Like-minded, kindred spirit, people who choose to focus inward… that’s all I’m interested in, so everything else must go… that includes “public access” — especially at a time like this. Apply some of this were it fits for you if it does at all; I’ve said before, some things aren’t about climbing up or expanding out… they’re about digging deep, planting seeds, and honoring what you find. For the astro-folks… Jupiter expands everything… tend wisely.